Tears

Okay so, I had a very big melt down in the car today. It was not very attractive I can tell you. I don't really know where it came from. I think it has been building for a while and I haven't dealt well with it. Maybe I was meant to break down today but I wish the universe would cut me some slack and let me be for a while. My days have been filled with tension. I need to get over it but I don't know how. I still feel like crying and I can't control it one hundred percent of the time. Only one day left that I have to get through. 

I need to find something lighter to talk about and get my mind away from everything that is happening right now. 

So you know how I have been going through other people's blog and re-reading everything? I don't think this is very healthy. I mean yes, things were going great when I was reading Life in Demisemiquavers but when I got to Crayons Can Melt On Us For All I Care, things started going pear shaped again. I don't blame Clearly Unfocused and her blog writing skills but I think that may have been the tipping point. 

I don't really know what to say anymore as I can feel the tears coming on and I don't really want to be crying at the computer.