Wednesday, 13 April 2011

Hmmmm

Do you ever get the feeling that you're losing someone close to you just after you've helped them with something really important to them. That's how I feel. I feel like I'm losing one of my closest friends after I just helped him with some personal issues and helping him with his assignments, he's not talking to me, the only real thing that he's said to me in the past few days has been 'How was your holidays?' I mean what am I suppose to do with that?

Now he just doesn't say anything real to me. Should I just cut the friendship off and move on or should I try to do something about it? This is a person who I have mentioned a number of times in my blog but our friendship has just been going downhill since I helped him with his personal problems. I think I'll be happier if I just let him go but I just don't know where I stand. Do I automatically think that he's already let the friendship go and moved on to other friends (you can tell he has btw), I just don't feel like I want to go through the hassels with him anymore.

I'm finished, I can't keep going around in this circle anymore. If he's not going to talk to me then why should I count him as a true friend? True friends are there for you through thick and thin, they talk to you everyday and you know that no matter the problem that they will always be there for you. That's how I use to feel but now it's just too hard to be around him, I feel unhappy and annoyed when I am around him, that is a big comparison to how I feel when I'm around the most amazing people in the world. I don't want to feel that way anymore.

I'm finished....

1 comment:

  1. D: Dude, that completely sucks that he used you like that. You guys used to be so tight... I think it would be a shame for you to stop being friends with him, but he definitely shouldn't be treating you the way he is right now. You deserve to have amazing friends, not ones who annoy and depress you and use you just for help.
    I think you should wait for him to talk to you, because you obviously need some space from him right now, even if it's the space that's hurting. If he doesn't realise that your friendship is worth it, then he's the one at a loss.
    ... sorry if that was useless advice!

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