Well hello there. I haven't blogged in a while and my friends and I said that we would all blog tonight so that we can say that we have.
So as you are aware or not whatever, I have been stuggling to make a decision about what to do for next year. Several things keep going around in my mind like should I study or should I work...I had no idea until I thought about how people always say that you should do something that you're passionate about. I thought about this and it really made me think about what I was passionate about. My first thought was that I wasn't passionate about anything but that wasn't very true.
I have always had a love for cars. Ever since I was little I've always known every make and model of car on the road as well as the size of it's engine and how fast it would be able to go. I've always known that sort of thing ever since I was about 4 years old. This is what I'm passonate about. All of my free time is wasted on car sites and I'm always looking at cars that are for sale. I'm continually retaining information about them and researching everything to do with them. I know that it is very unsteroetypical for a girl to know those sorts of things but I've grown up around cars and have always had a secret love for them.
It also kinda annoys me when people can't tell the difference between cars. There are some people I know that can't even tell the different between a hatch and a sedan. I mean come on people it's not that hard. I believe that I would be good at doing something in the automotive industry because I've grown up around it and I have that love and passion for it. Some say that if you have that passion than you are able to do anything you wanted. Oh how I hope this is true. If you love something that much then surely you'll be able to do something in relation to it. Otherwise there's reslly not much hope for anyone. Everyone has a passion, some might think it's weird that people have a love and passion for sport to vise versa about grades and things like that. Everyone's different, we should all accept people for who they are.
I've been thinking this way for a couple of years now but I just haven't said anything about it to anyone except my mum. So when I mentioned it to some of my friends today they seemed a little bit shocked about what I have been thinking about doing. I was really surprised by their expressions. Of course not all of them know but whatever. I'm sure as soon as I post this then they'll have a pretty good idea about what I want to do.
Anyway I was looking today for some course that I would be able to do with automotive and I found this AMAZING course that I would be able to do. It involved all of these amazing car companies that I've always wanted to be involved in and they let you do 1 year paid work experience with any of these companies. I was just like OMG OMG OMG OMG I have to go to this uni. Only one problem...IT'S IN MELBOURNE!!! Why are all the good things in Melbourne? It's so unfair. Now I don't know what to do. I have to completely go back to square one.
I really don't want to do that but I don't want to go to Melbourne either. My home is here and and all of my friends are here as well. But on the other hand I also want to chase my dreams and get into the industry that I believe is amazing. It might not be for everyone but if everone did the same thing then everything would be horribly boring. Plus if everyone was suppose to stick to the "girly" professions or the more "manly" professions then nothing would have changed since the 1900's. It's unfair how some people still think that men and woman should stick to the jobs that they were "designed" to do but what about the woman that are designed to become macanics or the men that are designed to be childcare works (it was the first thing I thought of)? How are they able to find something they are passionate about it if they are being resticted by societies views of what type of jobs they should do. Men and women can do anything they want and any profession they want to do. I just don't want people to judge me because of what I want to do when I graduate. I don't think I could handle being told that I shouldn't be doing something that I love. That would just be cruel.
Wow I can't believe I said all of those things. Anyway I shall be going now to doing something other than ramble...
(My post title really has nothing to do with the subject it's just something that my friends said today ;P)
Tuesday, 9 August 2011
Friday, 29 July 2011
The Awkward Moment When Someone You thought Hated You Comes Back Into Your Life
Ok so I thought that today was going to be normal and don't get me wrong it was. It was a good normal day until I got home went on fb and I had a friend request waiting. It was from a girl I knew in primary school. Now I'll give you a little background info about why this is so weird because it really doesn't sound weird but believe me when I tell it is.
Ok so I had this friend back in primary school and I thought we were pretty good friends. Then she told me not tell anyone that we were friends because it'll make her look like she was uncool. I mean I didn't have any friends, I was a loner and then she came along and she was the first real "friend" I had. It's not like we were any different from each other. We were the top sports people in our school and represented the school for everything and beat every other school in the process so it's not like we different. It's just that she had someone to play with at lunch and I didn't.
Anyway so then the boys in our grade (hehe payne) started paying attention to me because of my sporting ability and paying less attention to her so she started saying all this shit about me to get them away from me. It didn't work but she said that she didn't want to be my friend anymore. That's when I left that school and came to my current school to start year 6
So back to the original point. She sent me a friend request this afternoon and of course I accepted in not wanting to be rude and she sends me an inbox saying how sorry she was for everything that had happened like 7+ years ago. I couldn't believe that she had actually done. That she had actually made the apology that I have waited for. We've now been talking for about 2 hours. So much has changed since then.
It's time to move on, still keep in contact and talk but move on to somethng more positive.
Ok so I had this friend back in primary school and I thought we were pretty good friends. Then she told me not tell anyone that we were friends because it'll make her look like she was uncool. I mean I didn't have any friends, I was a loner and then she came along and she was the first real "friend" I had. It's not like we were any different from each other. We were the top sports people in our school and represented the school for everything and beat every other school in the process so it's not like we different. It's just that she had someone to play with at lunch and I didn't.
Anyway so then the boys in our grade (hehe payne) started paying attention to me because of my sporting ability and paying less attention to her so she started saying all this shit about me to get them away from me. It didn't work but she said that she didn't want to be my friend anymore. That's when I left that school and came to my current school to start year 6
So back to the original point. She sent me a friend request this afternoon and of course I accepted in not wanting to be rude and she sends me an inbox saying how sorry she was for everything that had happened like 7+ years ago. I couldn't believe that she had actually done. That she had actually made the apology that I have waited for. We've now been talking for about 2 hours. So much has changed since then.
It's time to move on, still keep in contact and talk but move on to somethng more positive.
Wednesday, 15 June 2011
Oh The Hell That Is My Life
I felt the need to blog today as I have not in a while and for the fact that I have been told some really bad news today...
That bad news would be that the guy who I wanted to go to the formal with has just heard back from the girl who he asked and she said yes. FML!!!!!!!!!!! Not only that, it was the way he told me by wrapping his arms around me and whispering in my ear that she had said yes. WHAT TYPE OF WAY IS THAT OF TELLING SOMEONE???????? Please tell me I would love to know. This is probably a good time to mention that the guy is Doug
The thing is that everyone was sure that she would say no, even Doug thought she would say no. When he told me I was in shock and he could see it on my face by the way he looked at me. He could see that I wasn't happy for him. I just went really quiet and withdrawn from everything. I have a habit of doing this when something is bothering me or I'm upset about something. In this case I was both of these things. It's not a good feeling when the guy you wanted to go with has someone else. It makes it worse when that guy has made it his "mission" to find someone for you.
A lot of people are trying to get me to go with another guy in our grade but I don't really want to go with him. There's nothing wrong with him, I just want to go with a guy that I actually talk to a lot and someone that I'm actually friends with him and that's just not this guy. People are just pressuring me into sonething that I really don't want to do. I just want to make my own decision and not have anyone making them for me. I'm not a child I can think for myself but people just don't seem to think that.
What a way to end a school term with Doug not talking to me, almost crying in drama and crying on the bus because of what has happened during the day. I just want to have the freedom of making my own choices and not having anyone else have any imput into them. Only me. Plus I do want to go to the formal with a guy and have a great night with him but I just don't see how that is going to happen because at the moment I don't have any male friends. I also feel so stupid for putting faith in Doug. He has failed me so many times and now he has done it again.
He did tell me that he would be asking her and that he never thought that she would say yes. I put my faith in to someone that can't be trusted with someone else's feelings and I fell for it again.
Now I just have to find someone amazing to go with but I think I've run out of amazing people in my life. I guess I'll just have to see what will happen....
That bad news would be that the guy who I wanted to go to the formal with has just heard back from the girl who he asked and she said yes. FML!!!!!!!!!!! Not only that, it was the way he told me by wrapping his arms around me and whispering in my ear that she had said yes. WHAT TYPE OF WAY IS THAT OF TELLING SOMEONE???????? Please tell me I would love to know. This is probably a good time to mention that the guy is Doug
The thing is that everyone was sure that she would say no, even Doug thought she would say no. When he told me I was in shock and he could see it on my face by the way he looked at me. He could see that I wasn't happy for him. I just went really quiet and withdrawn from everything. I have a habit of doing this when something is bothering me or I'm upset about something. In this case I was both of these things. It's not a good feeling when the guy you wanted to go with has someone else. It makes it worse when that guy has made it his "mission" to find someone for you.
A lot of people are trying to get me to go with another guy in our grade but I don't really want to go with him. There's nothing wrong with him, I just want to go with a guy that I actually talk to a lot and someone that I'm actually friends with him and that's just not this guy. People are just pressuring me into sonething that I really don't want to do. I just want to make my own decision and not have anyone making them for me. I'm not a child I can think for myself but people just don't seem to think that.
What a way to end a school term with Doug not talking to me, almost crying in drama and crying on the bus because of what has happened during the day. I just want to have the freedom of making my own choices and not having anyone else have any imput into them. Only me. Plus I do want to go to the formal with a guy and have a great night with him but I just don't see how that is going to happen because at the moment I don't have any male friends. I also feel so stupid for putting faith in Doug. He has failed me so many times and now he has done it again.
He did tell me that he would be asking her and that he never thought that she would say yes. I put my faith in to someone that can't be trusted with someone else's feelings and I fell for it again.
Now I just have to find someone amazing to go with but I think I've run out of amazing people in my life. I guess I'll just have to see what will happen....
Wednesday, 25 May 2011
The Problem With Today Was You
Today was suppose to be the best day ever. Instead it was one of the worse days as I had this sudden hatred for the male species. I couldn't stand anyone male. It was so weird because it only started when Doug came and started talking to me this morning, he wasn't talking to me about anything import but I was really dismissive of him. Then other guys that are my friends were talking to me and I really didn't want to talk to them either.
I really can't explain the feeling of not wanting anything to do with anyone who was a guy. I've never felt that kind of hatred before but I did today. It all started getting worse when Doug was constantly asking me what was wrong and why I wasn't talking to him. I couldn't really say to him "Oh nothing I just hate your gender today." No I couldn't say that to him so all I did say was nothing and hoped that he would leave it alone...he didn't. Plus in Bio another male friend of mine....lets call him old man kept asking me what I was doing in spare and if I could help him with his Drama assignment, I mean no offense to him but his drama assignment is really boring to me and I didn't want to spend anytime with males today so I told him that drama was really boring and I didn't want to do drama in spare.
Then in spare Doug was already at a table and I sat at a different table because as you already know males yeah whatever, anyway, so I sat with my three best friends in the world and had a really good spare. I felt really confortable for the first time today and it was really good to just laugh and have fun.
The rest of the day was really meh with Doug constantly staring at me during spare and maths like he was seeing if I was really fine with everything but I knew he knew that I was acting differently to when I was with me and when I was the girls.
So yeah hopefully tomorrow will be better and I won't be hating every guy I see.
Peace out bloggers....
I really can't explain the feeling of not wanting anything to do with anyone who was a guy. I've never felt that kind of hatred before but I did today. It all started getting worse when Doug was constantly asking me what was wrong and why I wasn't talking to him. I couldn't really say to him "Oh nothing I just hate your gender today." No I couldn't say that to him so all I did say was nothing and hoped that he would leave it alone...he didn't. Plus in Bio another male friend of mine....lets call him old man kept asking me what I was doing in spare and if I could help him with his Drama assignment, I mean no offense to him but his drama assignment is really boring to me and I didn't want to spend anytime with males today so I told him that drama was really boring and I didn't want to do drama in spare.
Then in spare Doug was already at a table and I sat at a different table because as you already know males yeah whatever, anyway, so I sat with my three best friends in the world and had a really good spare. I felt really confortable for the first time today and it was really good to just laugh and have fun.
The rest of the day was really meh with Doug constantly staring at me during spare and maths like he was seeing if I was really fine with everything but I knew he knew that I was acting differently to when I was with me and when I was the girls.
So yeah hopefully tomorrow will be better and I won't be hating every guy I see.
Peace out bloggers....
Saturday, 14 May 2011
Tuesday, 10 May 2011
Ewww...Sickness
Sickness is really not a fun thing. I really find it amazing how I've spent most of the day in bed only semi-awake and not really knowing what has been happening in the outside world. It's only until about half an hour ago that I actually felt well enough to come out of my room only to lay down on the couch in front of the TV.
I am so tired. So tired of all the assignments that teachers keep giving us and then they take us out of school on excursion. Not that I'm complaining about that. I'm not, it's just that they said at the start of the year that they were going to try and make this a "fun" year and that they'll try not to put too much pressure on us. But the amount of pressure they have already put on us is insane. I know that a number of friends have multipul assignments for the same subject and then other teachers are putting more assignments on top of those other assignments.
Ewww all of this is making me kinda depressed. Well there is one thing to kinda look forward to. The fact that our school is going to be on national TV tomorrow and one of my best friends [Phantomess] is going to be interviewed for the thing. Hahahaha good luck darling, hopefully we'll all the there with you so that you won't be all by yourse;f and won't mess anything up. You'll be wonderful I know that you will be :D
Oh well I feel like dping sp,e homewprk now because I feel kinda guilty staying home today even though I was dying this morning.
Good-Bye my fellow bloggers and hopefully I'll see you all tomorrow
I am so tired. So tired of all the assignments that teachers keep giving us and then they take us out of school on excursion. Not that I'm complaining about that. I'm not, it's just that they said at the start of the year that they were going to try and make this a "fun" year and that they'll try not to put too much pressure on us. But the amount of pressure they have already put on us is insane. I know that a number of friends have multipul assignments for the same subject and then other teachers are putting more assignments on top of those other assignments.
Ewww all of this is making me kinda depressed. Well there is one thing to kinda look forward to. The fact that our school is going to be on national TV tomorrow and one of my best friends [Phantomess] is going to be interviewed for the thing. Hahahaha good luck darling, hopefully we'll all the there with you so that you won't be all by yourse;f and won't mess anything up. You'll be wonderful I know that you will be :D
Oh well I feel like dping sp,e homewprk now because I feel kinda guilty staying home today even though I was dying this morning.
Good-Bye my fellow bloggers and hopefully I'll see you all tomorrow
Tuesday, 3 May 2011
Charming Much.
Well I said that I'll never blog about this again but I think I need to get this off my chest....
HOW CAN YOU REJECT SOMEONE AND THEN MINUTES LATER ASK ON FB WHEN IT'S THE RIGHT TIME TO ASK THE GIRL YOU WANT TO GO TO THE FORMAL WITH???
Sorry just felt like yelling that but seriously, you dismiss me so fast then try and go after the girl you want....That's just cowardly in my eyes as you can't even stick around and talk about the issue with me.
I actually kinda want her to reject you just to teach you a lesson. People have said to me that she doesn't like you the way you like her, she doesn't want to go to the formal with you but do you listen no you don't so when someone does kinda ask you and you say "Oh I'm sorry [white ribbon]." Sorry for what??? For liking someone else???? I really don't give a SHIT if you like her or not, what I care about is that you didn't have the guts to talk to me about it.
If she does reject you (GOD I HOPE SHE DOES) and then come back to me and say "Hey if you're still free..." I am just going to laugh in your face. If you can't see what has just happened then you really are as stupid as I think you are.
But you know what....it's ok. It's not the end of the world. I'm not hurt by your rejection. I just pitty you for not knowing any better.
Have a fun time at the formal by yourself
HOW CAN YOU REJECT SOMEONE AND THEN MINUTES LATER ASK ON FB WHEN IT'S THE RIGHT TIME TO ASK THE GIRL YOU WANT TO GO TO THE FORMAL WITH???
Sorry just felt like yelling that but seriously, you dismiss me so fast then try and go after the girl you want....That's just cowardly in my eyes as you can't even stick around and talk about the issue with me.
I actually kinda want her to reject you just to teach you a lesson. People have said to me that she doesn't like you the way you like her, she doesn't want to go to the formal with you but do you listen no you don't so when someone does kinda ask you and you say "Oh I'm sorry [white ribbon]." Sorry for what??? For liking someone else???? I really don't give a SHIT if you like her or not, what I care about is that you didn't have the guts to talk to me about it.
If she does reject you (GOD I HOPE SHE DOES) and then come back to me and say "Hey if you're still free..." I am just going to laugh in your face. If you can't see what has just happened then you really are as stupid as I think you are.
But you know what....it's ok. It's not the end of the world. I'm not hurt by your rejection. I just pitty you for not knowing any better.
Have a fun time at the formal by yourself
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
That Just Ruined My Good Mood
OMG!!! This is possibly the worst thing that could ever happen to me. My father has just tried to contact me on facebook and I haven't seen or spoken to him in over 7 years.
I can't believe he'd use fb to try and get to me. I'm not mad at him for trying to find me through fb the whole thing about it has made me really nervious. I really don't know how to handle any of it.
I'm just scared about it....
I can't believe he'd use fb to try and get to me. I'm not mad at him for trying to find me through fb the whole thing about it has made me really nervious. I really don't know how to handle any of it.
I'm just scared about it....
Monday, 18 April 2011
Perception
Perception
Different perceptions of things can be dangerous. Like someone thinking that you're writing your whole blog about them but then telling them that you're writing about your experiences and that person happens to be a big influence in your life.
I know that it may seem that I'm writing about just one person but that's not it's suppose to be...This blog is suppose to be about my experiences in my final year at school but the one person that I am constantly writing about happens to be a big part of my life, I've written about him in good ways and bad ways but I'm going to try not writting about him anymore.
I just needed to express how I was feeling about this person and this seemed like the perfect place. I could just write down my feelings and go about normal life without it bottleing up.
I'm sorry if I've offened anyone with writing about this one person all the time and that is why I am stopping, I will write anything but him.
Different perceptions of things can be dangerous. Like someone thinking that you're writing your whole blog about them but then telling them that you're writing about your experiences and that person happens to be a big influence in your life.
I know that it may seem that I'm writing about just one person but that's not it's suppose to be...This blog is suppose to be about my experiences in my final year at school but the one person that I am constantly writing about happens to be a big part of my life, I've written about him in good ways and bad ways but I'm going to try not writting about him anymore.
I just needed to express how I was feeling about this person and this seemed like the perfect place. I could just write down my feelings and go about normal life without it bottleing up.
I'm sorry if I've offened anyone with writing about this one person all the time and that is why I am stopping, I will write anything but him.
Thursday, 14 April 2011
How Predictable
How predictable can one person be? This post is a continuation from the last 3 posts I've done. He has done this again...His friend comes back and I just seem to not exist AGAIN!!! WHAT THE HELL???
How am I going to sort this issue out? There has to be a solution but I just don't know what it is. This has happened before and I told him about it. He was really apologic about it but nothing changed. Now it's happening again.
I know it really has to stop but if I talk to him again about it then it's going to keep happening.
Stupid, stupid, stupid....how can this keep happening?
He knows that I'm blogging about him but I don't really care.
If he wants to read it then he'll know how I really feel about being messed around like this.
I just can't go there anymore.
How am I going to sort this issue out? There has to be a solution but I just don't know what it is. This has happened before and I told him about it. He was really apologic about it but nothing changed. Now it's happening again.
I know it really has to stop but if I talk to him again about it then it's going to keep happening.
Stupid, stupid, stupid....how can this keep happening?
He knows that I'm blogging about him but I don't really care.
If he wants to read it then he'll know how I really feel about being messed around like this.
I just can't go there anymore.
Wednesday, 13 April 2011
The Day After Continued
Ok so this is the second time I've blogged today about this one issue but this really needs to me said.
NOW MY FRIEND WHO IS REALLY CONFUSING ME WANTS TO GET A BLOGGER ACCOUNT JUST SO THAT HE CAN READ MY BLOG AND I TOLD HIM THAT I HAVEN'T BLOGGED ANYTHING ABOUT HIM BUT I HAVE IN BOTH GOOD AND BAD WAYS....AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now what am I going to day???
NOW MY FRIEND WHO IS REALLY CONFUSING ME WANTS TO GET A BLOGGER ACCOUNT JUST SO THAT HE CAN READ MY BLOG AND I TOLD HIM THAT I HAVEN'T BLOGGED ANYTHING ABOUT HIM BUT I HAVE IN BOTH GOOD AND BAD WAYS....AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now what am I going to day???
The Day After
So this blog post is really a continuation from the blog post that I wrote yesterday. Yesterday I was really determined to have some space from my friend and really not have anything to do with him because of the way he has been treating me. But now, THE DAY AFTER, he hasn't stopped talking to me. I think it's because the person he is usually with is away today and he's just gone to me because there's no one else. How am I suppose to deal with that?? I can see it happening right in front of my eyes and yet I still can't stop it.
Plus on top of everything, he is talking to me about one of his personal issues again! It's completely different to the one he was before but it's stupid. I just really don't know what to do in this situation because I know that he'll go back to not talking to me tomorrow because his best friend will be back at school.
Please help me with this problem my blogger friends because I really need your advice!
Plus on top of everything, he is talking to me about one of his personal issues again! It's completely different to the one he was before but it's stupid. I just really don't know what to do in this situation because I know that he'll go back to not talking to me tomorrow because his best friend will be back at school.
Please help me with this problem my blogger friends because I really need your advice!
Hmmmm
Do you ever get the feeling that you're losing someone close to you just after you've helped them with something really important to them. That's how I feel. I feel like I'm losing one of my closest friends after I just helped him with some personal issues and helping him with his assignments, he's not talking to me, the only real thing that he's said to me in the past few days has been 'How was your holidays?' I mean what am I suppose to do with that?
Now he just doesn't say anything real to me. Should I just cut the friendship off and move on or should I try to do something about it? This is a person who I have mentioned a number of times in my blog but our friendship has just been going downhill since I helped him with his personal problems. I think I'll be happier if I just let him go but I just don't know where I stand. Do I automatically think that he's already let the friendship go and moved on to other friends (you can tell he has btw), I just don't feel like I want to go through the hassels with him anymore.
I'm finished, I can't keep going around in this circle anymore. If he's not going to talk to me then why should I count him as a true friend? True friends are there for you through thick and thin, they talk to you everyday and you know that no matter the problem that they will always be there for you. That's how I use to feel but now it's just too hard to be around him, I feel unhappy and annoyed when I am around him, that is a big comparison to how I feel when I'm around the most amazing people in the world. I don't want to feel that way anymore.
I'm finished....
Now he just doesn't say anything real to me. Should I just cut the friendship off and move on or should I try to do something about it? This is a person who I have mentioned a number of times in my blog but our friendship has just been going downhill since I helped him with his personal problems. I think I'll be happier if I just let him go but I just don't know where I stand. Do I automatically think that he's already let the friendship go and moved on to other friends (you can tell he has btw), I just don't feel like I want to go through the hassels with him anymore.
I'm finished, I can't keep going around in this circle anymore. If he's not going to talk to me then why should I count him as a true friend? True friends are there for you through thick and thin, they talk to you everyday and you know that no matter the problem that they will always be there for you. That's how I use to feel but now it's just too hard to be around him, I feel unhappy and annoyed when I am around him, that is a big comparison to how I feel when I'm around the most amazing people in the world. I don't want to feel that way anymore.
I'm finished....
Thursday, 31 March 2011
Hmm....Should I or Shouldn't I?
This is a question that has been going round and round in my head for the past few days now. I just don't now what to do...This is the situation, a guy that you regard as one of your closest friend doesn't talk to you, does not say one thing to you during the school holidays and you wonder hmmm should I talk to him first or do I see if he ends up talking to me?? I think I've told myself too many times that he isn't going to talk to me so why should I bother with him at all then you've seen that he has talked to other people and still doesn't say a thing to you.
I just don't know if I should talk to him. It's really a stupid question because I know that if he does end up talking to me that I'll just end up ignoring him anyway to teach him a lesson about not talking to me for ages.
Things didn't really end well when he said good-bye to me when he was leaving school that day, yes he did hug me good-bye but he had only said hello to me previously that day so I was kinda ignoring him for the rest of the day because of other people he was with. This is kinda going off topic but I feel that it's relivent for this post.
He's been talking to me less and less and now he just doesn't talk to me at all?? What the hell am I suppose to do? Ignore him for the rest of the school year because of what he's done, I can't do that, I want to but I can't because he's just going to keep talking to me even if it is just to say hi.
How can this situation be happening. Please help me with my problem my 4 humble followers because I really need your help......
I just don't know if I should talk to him. It's really a stupid question because I know that if he does end up talking to me that I'll just end up ignoring him anyway to teach him a lesson about not talking to me for ages.
Things didn't really end well when he said good-bye to me when he was leaving school that day, yes he did hug me good-bye but he had only said hello to me previously that day so I was kinda ignoring him for the rest of the day because of other people he was with. This is kinda going off topic but I feel that it's relivent for this post.
He's been talking to me less and less and now he just doesn't talk to me at all?? What the hell am I suppose to do? Ignore him for the rest of the school year because of what he's done, I can't do that, I want to but I can't because he's just going to keep talking to me even if it is just to say hi.
How can this situation be happening. Please help me with my problem my 4 humble followers because I really need your help......
Wednesday, 23 March 2011
40 Minutes of Insanity
The first post that I did today, that was more of a rant about my Biology teacher but now there's really nothing to do. Sitting in spare at school waiting to go down to the local shopping centre to buy toys for kids. Having to wait for 40 minutes is going to make me insane. Why can't we just go down now. I know that half of the class has to wait for the other half to finish their exam that they are currently doing.
It's the second last day of the school term...Why can't we just do whatever or stay at home??? This is the problem with school teachers, they generally let you do whatever on the last few days of school except stay home. I mean I could have today but I had an art assignment due that I had to do but other than that I could have but instead I am here doing nothing, well I'm blogging, that's all that I've actually done all day.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better, it will be. As we could most probably die tomorrow. Dying should be a lot of fun : )
It's the second last day of the school term...Why can't we just do whatever or stay at home??? This is the problem with school teachers, they generally let you do whatever on the last few days of school except stay home. I mean I could have today but I had an art assignment due that I had to do but other than that I could have but instead I am here doing nothing, well I'm blogging, that's all that I've actually done all day.
Hopefully tomorrow will be better, it will be. As we could most probably die tomorrow. Dying should be a lot of fun : )
The power of non-positive thinking
The way you can make a E into a D.
Well not that I was actually going to get an E but it's still good to think that you will and then surpirse yourself when you end up getting a D. I probably should explain that this was actaully a result of just one question on a bio exam that I really didn't care about.
I propably should care about it because it does count towrds my OP but why should I? I'm never going to use the stuff and the teacher thinks that we're all going to uni to study biology and that we're all goiing to become scientists or whatever. Most of the class are in the subject just to fill in time instead of doing tech studies. Hmm funny that..........
It doesn't really makes sense how that one person could be that horrible with accepting someone else's opinion. She always has to have the right opinion, if it's not her opinion then no one's is right. Especially when it comes to evelution vs creationism. But that is way too big a sebject to be discusses now.
Wow I really went off topic with this post but meh whatevs, this is what it's all about then isn't it??
Well not that I was actually going to get an E but it's still good to think that you will and then surpirse yourself when you end up getting a D. I probably should explain that this was actaully a result of just one question on a bio exam that I really didn't care about.
I propably should care about it because it does count towrds my OP but why should I? I'm never going to use the stuff and the teacher thinks that we're all going to uni to study biology and that we're all goiing to become scientists or whatever. Most of the class are in the subject just to fill in time instead of doing tech studies. Hmm funny that..........
It doesn't really makes sense how that one person could be that horrible with accepting someone else's opinion. She always has to have the right opinion, if it's not her opinion then no one's is right. Especially when it comes to evelution vs creationism. But that is way too big a sebject to be discusses now.
Wow I really went off topic with this post but meh whatevs, this is what it's all about then isn't it??
Feeling like crap from everything that happened the day before
Well, when you feeling like crap from stuff that happened the day before....join the club. Everything that could have gone wrong did go wrong, not that I'll get into details now, but I'll give you a list....friends using you for their own needs, the guy you kinda like but not really leaving for the term and only said about 3 words to you plus other friends ignoring you. Yet, life was pretty bad but whatever. There's always another issue to be annoyed about tomorrow...
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